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So, I think I’m going to stop this, now. Either that, or make another one just for me. Because some things really are better kept to yourself. The last thing I want to do is upset anyone in any way, especially when they’re really important to you. So. This was fun, but now it’s over. Idk if I’m going to make a new one or not, I might. Because it is nice getting things out like this. But it’ll just be a secret. So, okay. I’m done now. Bye.
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Can I always have you no matter what, or is that too much to ask?” “Not too much to ask at all, you’ve got me forever.
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You know how everyone has like, a biggest fear? Heights, spiders, small places, whatever. Wouldn’t it be nice to know that you’ll never have to go anywhere high? Or that you’ll never be near a spider or in a small place? I know they say it’s good to face your fears, but sometimes. It’s better not to have to. It depends on what you’re afraid of. What if your fear was…I don’t know. Being eaten by a lion. Does that mean you should go face to face with a lion? No. That would be stupid. And you would probably die. So, you see. There are some exceptions. And when you meet someone, that makes your biggest fear become losing them, it’s really nice to be able to know that you never will. Especially when you kind of assumed that you’d have to someday. Do you know what that’s like? Everyday, having that weight on your chest, because you know someday you’re going to have to be without the one thing that makes you happy. When that weight is removed, you have no idea how much easier it is to breathe. To know you’ll always have them. Because sometimes, without realizing it, you kind of take their presence in your life for granted. You know, like air. You don’t really think about it, you just breathe. But cut off your oxygen, and everything will go black. And you’ll remember just how important it’s presence was in your life. So, don’t ever take anything for granted. And don’t let losing anything be what makes you realize how much you needed it. Because in today’s world, you better be thankful for every damn thing you’ve got. I’ve got one thing in my life that honestly makes me feel like the luckiest person in the world, and it’s really nice to know that I’ll always be able to breathe. So, yeah. Tonight was good. But it’s just one night. Even still, I’m grateful for it. I’m starting to learn that I need to start appreciating certain stuff more. That doesn’t mean I’ve stopped hating everything, it just means that I’ve started to love the things I don’t hate, even more. So, okay. Goooodnight.
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Life is just one huge roller coaster. So, get used to it and enjoy the ride. Because it’s never going to stop and let you off.
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Things change so much, it’s crazy. I mean, you never get a break. Life is one huge emotional rollercoaster that will take you for so many loops and twists, your stomach will end up in a huge knot some days. It can really suck sometimes. But there are some moments, that make you feel amazing. Those are the moments worth living for. For me, lately. The rollercoaster kind of goes allllll the way up for a while, then back down. Then just straight for a while. And a while more. Then up again. The thing about life, is that no matter how many times the rollercoaster goes up. And no matter how high it goes. It will always, always come back down. The rule of gravity applies there, too. What goes up, must come down. Nothing lasts forever. So, if you’re blessed enough to actually be happy. And not have an aching pain everytime you breathe that you’ve finally just become accustomed to, enjoy it. Because eventually your rollercoaster’s going to come crashing down again. Sorry to be Miss Pessimistic, but that’s just life.
NOW. Let’s talk about something else. Actually, someone. Her name is…BRIE DAWSON. Yes, I felt it was necessary to capitalize her name like that, because she’s just that important. To be COMPLETELY honest, we are two of most unlikely people to become friends. Because of…stuff. But you know what? I’m reaaaaaaaaaallly super glad we did. Because, now I don’t even know how I got by without her. We understand eachother extremely well. It’s almost like we have the same brain sometimes. We like the same things, and we hate the same things, too. Haha, we hate a lot of things… But we love eachothers negativity. <3 She has such pretty rainbow colored font. And just so everyone knows, even though I don’t think other people actually read this…no one’s allowed to have the rainbow font, but her. It is HER FONT. So, anyway. I love Brie. My life is x293483 better with her in it.
RissahRoo: YO’ PRINCE HAS COOOOOOOOOME.
RissahRoo: -points to self.
LovelyxBethanie: WOO! It’s about fucking time. -rides off on white horse w/ you into the sunset. :]
RissahRoo: YAY!
LovelyxBethanie: <3
RissahRoo: :] <3
LovelyxBethanie: :]
RissahRoo: -dies again.
LovelyxBethanie: -revives.
We die a lot, too. But we’re always there to revive eachother. :]
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Do you ever feel like, your world is a soap opera? In the sense, that things change so much in such a short period of time? It’s like, one day something happens, and then the next day is a completely different scene change, erasing all the events from the day before. But maybe, you’re not ready for a scene change. You’re not ready for one particular moment to end. It always does, though. And you’ll always feel that sting of disappointment. But there’s nothing you can do about it. The show must go on. So you plaster that smile on your face and pretend that you’re just as happy as can be. That’s always fun, isn’t it? All the pretending. Like you’re reading a script, saying lines that you know everyone wants to hear. Your real feelings play no part in how you’re acting. Because you’re scared of what will happen if everyone knows how you feel. You know the story of Pandora’s box? If you don’t, look it up. But that’s kind of how it is. If you open that box and let everything out, you can’t take it back. You can’t unopen it, and you can’t put it back in the box and lock it up again. You deal with the consequences, whatever they may be. Sometimes it’s a good thing, though. Keeping things bottled up inside really isn’t that healthy. You should let it out every now and then. Just be careful. If it ends up being a mistake, then just deal with it, and wait for a scene change. A lot of times, things get better and end up working themselves out.
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So, I want to tell you about my best friend. Devlin Romeo Johnson. We met a long time ago. Two Mays ago, to be exact. And since then, we’ve been through a lot. But you know, he’s the one person that’s never let me down. I mean, really. He doesn’t judge me, he’s never hurt me, he’s just always been there. And I can count on him for pretty much anything. He thinks he’s the lucky one in our friendship, but the truth is. I’ve always been the lucky one. He’s done so many things just for the sake of my happiness, it’s crazy. And he knows how to make me happy, too. He’s my sunshine, by the way. You know the sunshine song? You’re my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are greeeeeey. You’ll never know dear, how much I love you, so please don’t take, my sunshine away. That song. Yeah. I’m his sunshine, too. And I love him dearly.
ohyesdevlin: im so lucky to have a best friend like you bethanie, just so you know.
LovelyxBethanie: and i’m really lucky to have you too, devlin. best friends forever, right?
ohyesdevlin: forever
LovelyxBethanie: good, i wouldn’t want it any other way.
ohyesdevlin: neither do i
LovelyxBethanie: i love you, sunshine.
ohyesdevlin: i love you too
See? And we really will be best friends forever. <3
That’s all for tonight, I’m tired. It was an okay day, though. At least I’m finally feeling better. So, yay for the cold from hell not killing me!
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